Feb 15, 2012
I miss my baby boy!
Dec 6, 2011
Reflection in the mirror kills me!!!
Dec 3, 2011
Just a Kiss goodnight
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in your smile
I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right
No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
Oct 29, 2011
Our LOVE Path

Sep 17, 2011
恩爱
我又回来啦!
我要来一篇华文的。。。。
没什么特别啦。。。
只是最近常在“面子书”里看到很多很恩爱的情侣们的合照!!
非常的甜蜜噢~
这让我感到有点"妒嫉"以及"小羡慕"啦~
我也好想跟他们一样把我和我baby的一些合照放"面子书"...
可以吗??
嗯.我相信很快很快就可以了!!!
加油咯!!
我们一起加油吧baby!!
:)
Sep 3, 2011
Disappear
Jun 4, 2011
我与MR.J的约定
半年过去咯。。。我做了什么???
我自己也不知道。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。
突然的心血来潮想写一下BLOG,所以我就来咯~
不是很多人都知道我有BLOG。。。因为我纯粹想在这儿写一写有关我的一些事。。。。
最近正在假期中,无聊中,无所事事中,
所以
也开始物思乱想了。。。。
来来来,首先。。。。
我和MR.J 先生拍拖一年多了。。。。
是很甜蜜。。。。是很恩爱。。。。是很开心。。。。
短短的一年多,我们共同创造了许多美好的回忆!
哈哈,但也不能说一年短啦。。。。
想问远在台湾的你好吗?
想知道在台湾的你有没有时时刻刻在思念着我呢?
想知道在台湾的你有没有按时的吃东西?
想知道在台湾的你有没有乖乖啊?
想知道在台湾的你是否感到不习惯没我在你身边的日子?
在这里偷偷的告诉你。。。
在马来西亚的我过的不好因为你不在我旁边。
在马来西亚的我时时刻刻都思念着你。
在马来西亚的我有尽量按时的吃东西。
在马来西亚的我可是非常乖得等你回来噢。
在马来西亚的我可真是非常的不习惯你没在我身边的日子!
有时远距离的恋爱,真的很难维持。
有时因为距离的关系,你我都会缺乏一些“安全感”
有时因为距离的关系,你我都会感觉到一丝丝的“寂寞”
有时因为距离的关系,你我都会闹一些“情绪化”
但这些的种种都证明了我们都彼此很在乎对方,害怕失去对方吧~
但我相信我们的恋情是不会败给距离的!
因为这一路上我们也经历了不少的“风风雨雨”。。。
这所谓的“远距离”算的了什么呢??!!!!
这短暂的分离只是我们必须一起面对的一个挑战!
因为你与我都约定好了噢~
在这我还是要感谢你对我的关心以及包容。。。
你对我的好我都有看在眼里,我也有感觉到。。。
因为我不是你嘴里说的那么木头啦!虽然我不是那么的会说话!
这点我承认~ =p
但你也要记得我对你的好噢因为我真的对你也不赖!!!
嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。
好了,
MR.J 最后在这里说声“我真得非常想念你~”
我对你的思念只是不断的在增加而没有减少过!
所以你要赶快回来陪我!!!不管啦!!!
♥爱你哦MR.J~♥


Jan 3, 2011
The Year of 2011
I'm back here to update my blog!!!
the last post i posted here in my blog was October 2010
It already 2011!!!
hell yeah.....
happy new year everyone~
It's a brand new year
Time does flies, like in a blink of an eye.
My future, I think I need someone to guide me.
Yet, in my mind, I know there's always a person that will truly influences me....
the person is just gonna be just me me me
yeah no one but me myself.
So, I got to tell myself that "YOU CAN DO IT! NO REGRET!" =)
My resolutions for 2011?
First comes in my mind is still my family.
I wish that my family stay healthy & happy as always
hope that everything go smooth in everything my family did in 2011!!!
And, ('@') and I?
Well....
U're be going to Taiwan on 22nd of February this year....
It's so sudden & I bet I'm gonna miss u so damn badly when u're off to Taiwan
The reason u're going to Taiwan is
U gonna futhermore ur studies there
It's for ur own good & I can't stop u from doing so
Cuz this is something that is good for u
I couldn't be that selfish.....
Although it's a sad thing that u're going off so damn far away from me
But yet i still felt happy for u ('@')
I really do
I felt very thankful that I found u ('@') in the year of 2010
Hope things still work out between u & me
I bet it will!!!! hehehe
Cuz I have faith in u & hope u felt the same as well
Hopefully tolerance remains to maintain the relationship and goes on peacefully.....
I ♥ U Mr.J!!!!

I promised u....
I'll take good care of myself when u're off to Taiwan
Please do promise me as well that u'll take good care of urself there!!!
I'll be staying at here waiting for u to come back!!!
2 years...
It ain't short
but
No worries cuz times fly!!!!
Friendship?
I guess I'll just follow the feeling. Happy or not, I won't care.
Just let it be......
And lastly
I, continue my belief, fight for what I want passionately
and most of all I CAN DO IT!
Once again It's 2011
Happy New Year Everyone!!!
Oct 31, 2010
C.U.D.D.L.E ♥
winding cloudy = no sunshine at all
It makes me kind of lazy & moody
but no worries
It doesn't makes me E.M.O
This kind of so called cool weather makes me think of "U"
It makes me feel like cuddling with u under one same blanket ;)
Doing nothing but just u & me lying on the same bed cuddling under one same blanket
NICEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!superb~~
or both of us can just cuddling under one same blanket & watch DVD together
Awwww how much I wish u were here right beside me now

It does always feel N.I.C.E & C.O.M.F.Y when u're right beside me
Miss u lots here.....
Just can't wait till this wednesday so that I can meet u up & spend the whole day with u!!!!!
I ♥ Wednesday!!!!
Sep 9, 2010
~ Me Myself My Own Life~

It's my blog
so I'm gonna write things about My Life...My Feelings...& Meeeeeeeeee
It’s about me and myself and my life.
If I’m respected I don’t care what other people think.
If you care what others think and you'll always be their prisoner.
So I just wanna be MYSELF!!!who cares....
I'll admit i do believe in God, but im still believe in some chinese beliefs and superstitions in keeping with the cultural heritage.
I have experienced several times over the superstitions. =)
Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more.
If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough =)
No one knows what the future holds and miracle can be created!♥
If you live in the past, you don't have any hope!
So do remember to look ahead!!!!not behind~~
Sep 2, 2010
碰到这样的“她”请好好珍惜
她在陌生人面前会很安静,很冷漠,在熟人面前却很放肆,很霸道,并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁,她只是很单纯的认为,大家打打闹闹,骂骂笑笑,表示更亲切,更不分你我。
她独立,也好强, 她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。 她也会偶尔的忧郁, 朋友问她怎么了, 她也只会说没事。
其实她只是感觉累了,她只是需要一个拥抱。
其实骨子里,渴望有一个避风港湾,让她去依靠。但她不会承认。
她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的,承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹,她的倔强,她的悲观,她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。
只有这样,她才放心,可以放心去继续做自己,不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。
如果没有,那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。
她对爱情没有安全感,也不会给别人安全感。
她爱不起,更怕伤害。
她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感,她才散发她的热情。 她爱的永远是对她最好的那个,那个好她心里是有一个标准的,你的积分超过了那条线,她会爱上你,但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了,或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。
其实她要的并不多,她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了,虽然在她们口中说出来的却是:我不需要爱情。
她恋爱的时候 ,喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮,耍赖。
不要认为她太小气,蛮不讲理, 其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少!
当你紧张他的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说,他只是我的谁谁谁,却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
她会希望现在的他是怎样怎样的,有各种各样的挑剔苛求的条件.她只不过是想要一个用努力来证明爱她的人,她不求结果,只希望你有那份心。
对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情, 感情如果受到挫折,会毁了她,要么成就了她。从此更加漠然,专注于事业。
她分手后完全不会像其他坐在人面前要死要活,她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗.在听到朋友说有关他的话题时,从不刻意回避,她适当参与,淡然微笑,她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。
她不允许男孩子的背叛,如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事,她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情,她其实很爱你,但是卑微的爱情她不要, 她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水!
她失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好,大声的笑,放声的闹。 当姐妹心疼的说:“你没事吧?”她会放下她所有的骄傲,趴到姐妹怀里哭。 哭完了,苦笑一声:没想到我还会为一个男的哭。
她 从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣,除非她真的崩溃了。 即使在你爱着她的时候,她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。 如果你看到她的眼泪,请相信这绝不是她在博取同情,这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。
她想对你负责,对她负责,对自己的过去和未来负责,但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言.她很难相信. 即使她很难相信,但她还是会选择等待。
若她喜欢上你,请你不要在她的世界里消失。 她没有更多的要求,不会打扰你的生活。 她只是想静静的看着你,当你的观众,仅此而已。
她的伤初始浓烈似酒,很快就会变为一杯水,却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定,在其中沉默和内伤.
她就是这样,强势,霸道,任性。。。
不会讨人欢心,死要面子,她爱朋友多过你。
她善变,最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。
有时候她又充满阳光的气息,爱笑爱说话,活蹦乱跳,可爱迷人。。
她很自私,只愿意与人同甘,不愿意让别人跟她共苦。。。
她的家庭不一定很是富裕,但她都是习惯了养尊处优。
她喜欢热闹,总会成为聚会的焦点,前提是她想。
她也享受孤独,会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。
她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落,但第二天一早起来,又会轻轻松松的打理一切,慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。
她习惯在人前表现的很坚强,一付大女子主义的模样。
她会想,遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人,她就一定就会很安静,心甘情愿的安静下来,不烦,不闹,按时吃饭按时睡觉,按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情.
她从不轻言爱,她的爱很沉默,那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气,在她的心里有一道栅栏, 那就是自尊。
她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。
她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装,做个幸福的小女人,她不要求你要做什么,不会无理取闹要你陪着她,她有自己的生活,她给你空间因为她也需要空间.
她在你面前永远性感调皮,偶尔撒撒娇,跟你玩陌生人的游戏,在你的朋友 面前从来大方得体,微笑的依偎在你身边。
她不让你给她买这买那,但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心,因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。
她在意的是你的心,你若真心,她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心,能让她感觉得到.
终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见,她的倔强被你的保护软化,她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。
得到她,别骄傲,
只有懂她的人,才会得到她的好。
她有时是有些迟钝的,在感情方面,但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。。。
如果你没有绝对的真心,请别爱她,因为她最怕没安全感,害怕失去平衡。。。
这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着,
她有她的梦想,
她的希望。
一个如花儿般的女孩子,
她时而快乐,
时而忧伤;
时而郁闷,
时而疯狂;
时而邪恶,
时而善良;
时而脆弱,
时而坚强!
你可以说她傻,
也可以骂她笨,
也可以说她冷,
但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里,
Aug 23, 2010
♥ L.O.V.E♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
It's pretty okies
It's pretty normal
It's pretty fine
It's pretty good
It's pretty cool
It's pretty amazing
It's pretty awesome
It's F**KING AWESOME!!!!
hehehehe....
I feel good about myself here
Everything seem to be so damn perfect when u're around
The world is just so damn P.E.R.F.E.C.T with ur L.O.V.E
u fill my life with all ur L.O.V.E
u turn my grey world into one colourful world~
u turn my rainy day into sunny day~
u turn my emo mood into happy mood~
u turn my normal day into one special unique day~
u turn my lifeless life into vitality~
u turn my =( face into =) face~
Glad that u're the one who stand beside me
Happy that u're the one who always care about me
I just being so graceful that I have U ('@') in my life
~Thanks~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Aug 13, 2010
♥ Commitment ♥
-- Commitment doesn’t mean sticking to a person when you don’t have any option,
It means keeping a relation with someone even though you've lots of options--
-- 承诺,并不是你除了他别无选择,
而是即使你拥有了整座森林,依然选择了他。--
♥♥♥ It's a very simple theory for all of us to understand
But how many persons really do apply this in their ♥ life????
For me it's very easy to understand
I'll try my best to work things out between U ('@') & Me ♥
I'm Happy with what I have now
That's what I care for now
Appreciate all those peaceful+wonderful+meaningful moments that both of us having right now
That's all I care
That's all I Need
*World With ♥ Is Just So Perfect*
Especially ur ♥
=)
Aug 7, 2010
♥ 01/08/2010 ♥
1st of august....
yeah baby~that's rite....
it's my big day......
I had a great one indeed....
U really do put a big wide smile on my face.......
*Teeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
Thankiuuuuuu.....appreciate everything that you had did for me......
Yeah yeah yeah yeah.....i'm totally one huge fan of MICKEY MOUSE here.....
No doubt about that & you ('@') know it as well
You told me you went over your friend birthday party the last 2 days before my big day came.....
but but but
Actually u were out to buy my birthday present.....
Summore u asked me what kind of MICKEY MOUSE I ♥ the most....
I was like.....hmmmmm.....wondering why suddenly u asked me this kinda question?????
But I didn't think much about it so I just answer that I ♥ Original Mickey Mouse....
Then u ('@') straight forward said something like okies then u hang up ur phone dy......
The day had finally arrived!!!!!
You asked me to get ready & u'll bring me out for "mum mum"
So we went over autocity there to have our dinner....
I still remember on 12AM u asked me to close my eyes.....
then slowly u take one MICKEY MOUSE doll & put it in front of me.....
oh my....I was so touched that time....
I really do ♥ the MICKEY MOUSE doll u gave me.....=)
I'll hug it tight in my arms every night when I'm off to bed
hehehehe....SERIOUSLY I WILL....
cuz i just LOVE the MICKEY MIAO u gave me!!!!!!
okies okies....back to the story....
U told me u went over 4 - 5 shops just to find one original mickey mouse doll for me....
I was so damn touched when u told me so.....
Never thought that u ('@') did something like this....
Went over 4-5 shops just to get/find something i like......
Thankiuuuuu ('@')
After that we went straight back to my home to eat my birthday cake
cuz u bought me one birthday cake...
hehehehehe.....
i was laughing & smiling like a super duper happy girl when I saw my birthday cake....
It was MICKEY MOUSE as well!!!!!!
I was so damn touched wei....I feel like crying dy but yet I still hold back my tears because I duwanna let u ('@') seeing me crying in front of u......
hehehehe....;)
I had a unforgetable + memorable birthday indeed.....
thankiuuuuuu ('@')
♥♥♥




Jul 22, 2010
Dreamer Steps
but "we" got no money honey.
It's been a while since I started blogging
and I can say I absolutely love it.....
*Teeeheee* ;)
Before that I was just looking other blogs....
Dreaming of having one somehow someday....
It's a prefect place playing my emotions....
sharing my life....
& most of all......
to express my feelings & thoughts.....
Everyone aren't perfect....
So am I
I'm not a prefect girl.....
My hair doesn't always stay in place
Kinda messy & untidy....
I'm pretty clumsy as well....
Blekss =P
Sometime my heart broke.....
Sometimes me and my friends have some fights or arguements....
Maybe someday nothing goes right in my life.....
But when I think about it & take a step back.....
I know how amazing life truly is & that maybe.....
Just maybe.....
Not sure about it yet...
and i'm looking forward to it....
I like being unperfect....
That unperfect = Me
♥♥♥♥

-END-
Jul 15, 2010
*Teheeeeeeee*
I'm just so damn hyper now.....
bla bla bla bla bla.....
oh god....
just crapping around....
bla bla bla bla bla....
Jul 13, 2010
GETAWAY man!!
ARGHhhhhhh!!!
I'm so damn FED UP with everythings now!!!!!!
ISK ISK ISK
Seriously Need A GETAWAY!!!!!
I NEED A GETAWAY!!!!
Wish to go for vacation now...
huhuhuhu....
but i'm so damn packed now
BUSY with all my
ASSIGNMENTS
HOMEWORKS
INTERSHIP
PROPOSAL
THESIS
oh dear.........
feel like crying out loud dy......
='(
need one shoulder for me to lean on now.....
Jul 12, 2010
♥ A special post for a special person like U ('@') ♥
Thinking whether is this the life I wish to have???
Thinking whether you're the one who suite me???
Thinking whether I should really tell you what's on my minds lately????
Thinking whether I should really share all my problems with you????
Thinking whether I should really let you know I'm actually uncertain about somethings between you & me????
I'm so sorry....
Sorry for being so selfish.....
Sorry for being so not understanding at all.....
Sorry for all the things that I'm hiding from you now....
Sorry about the things that i had lied.....
I'm so not like me lately....
Changed
Even me myself also don't know what's going on lately
what the hell....
You really do treat me nice....
You gave me everythings you have....
Everything seem to be just so damn perfect....
but sometimes somehow I just don't feel right at all.....
No matter what....
I still hope things can work it out between us....
I just don't give a damn about it now....
Don't think bout it so much.....
Just follow the flow
If its meant to be then its meant to be
I have Faith in you....
I really do....
Well...
Finally....
After for so long....
it's another EMO post I had here....
No worries I'll be fine soon enough....
*Teeheeeeee* ;)
Honestly,I feel glad that ('@') is here with me....
Thanks for making me believe that fairytales do exist in this real world somehow....;)
I'll try my best to be a better person because of "U"
♥A Million Thanks for that...♥
Jul 11, 2010
♥ I've Had A Crush On You♥
Teeeheeeeeeeeee~~ ;)
I've Got A Crush On You
Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you to
Thanks for making me feeling safe & warm whenever you're beside me
Thanks for making me a better person ;)
Jul 8, 2010
*Knocked Out*
I don't know why but probably because of those woman's stuff...
I'm I'm I'm I'm extremely... pekchek!!!!
Yupez...Yeah...Yes....
I'm quite annoyed and impatient lately....
What the hell is going on with me???
Are you out of your minds Gwee Shi Han?????
First of all,
My life is so damn packed lately....
I've got so many things to do but I feel lifeless now....lol
Second, many things are waiting for me to solve but I'm doing nothing now.....
Hahahaha....Oh dear......speechless
Third, I'm still waiting for my hair to grow longer!!!!
I wonder why they take so long for my hair to grow!!!!Argh!!!
These problems are the same....
What's wrong with me? ???
Wondering.......=(
I'm gonna calm myself down and think properly....
Nicole Gwee Shi Han....you can do it~~~~


