Trust & Untrust

Been thinking a lots lately
damn...damn...damn....damn...
don't know what's on my minds now
what's the definition of trust???

I'm kinda afraid to trust lately
i felt BETRAYED
i can smell something fishy going on there
Now I've begun to ask myself
About who I should blame or should I blame myself
isn't ME MYSELF or YOU???

Is it humans for breaking that trust
Or mine for trusting in the first place
The only answer I can find out for now is
that this world is just so fucked up!!!!

So now I'll learn to untrust
To only look for foes
Cause when the end finally comes
I'll be fighting the wars all by myself = alone

When trust fell to the wayside
Love fell along and alone it died
It's the way the world works now
You're either paranoid or gone insane
Cause the Powerful are two faced
and the stupid one just don't care much about it
it makes me don't care about it too.....

So if you really wanna help me out
Just help me to RE-TRUST
Just please don't come fuck with me anymore
Cause you already added something on me....
which is my UNTRUST

wow~
when izzit the last time i updated my blog here????
i just realised that my blog stil alive!!..XD
i can't log in my account few weeks ago..
i got nothing to do now while waiting for somebody that someone ('@') who went out yamcha-ing
then i just sign in my blog to write something here......♥

Hmm......what can i write now.........
wondering wondering wondering........
oh yeah....let me tell u what happen lately around me.....
well well well.....
many things happen.....

Currently,i'm having my semester breaks.....
so basically i'm back to my hometown for 3 weeks.....
that's long right....been hanging out alots with my sistaz......=)
hehehehe....went sing k.....movie....shopping with them......
it's a nice things to do.......

Oh yeah.....we went for movie last monday......
guess what movie we watched????
The Prince Of Persia ♥
nice movie indeed......thumb up for this movie.....
basically this story is all about u know the relationship between brothers.....
so damn touching some of the scenes.....almost cried.....
those who didn't watch this movie yet....
highly recommend u guys go and watch watch watch!!!!!
It's a must must must must.....

Well....tomorrow it's gonna be Sistaz Outing day again~~~
hmm.....we gonna watch movie & sing k for the whole day....
oh yeah...plus shopping as well.....*wink*
that's it for now.......*yawn* tired.....
but that someone somebody still hanging around at outside....
hmph!!!!!nevermind.....it's time for me to sleeeeeeeep......
bubye for now....
i'll blog again......♥ ;)