Dec 6, 2011

Reflection in the mirror kills me!!!

I feel like I'm a totally weirdo & a freak right now
I'm scared.
seriously I'm scared.
Don't even like this feeling at all.
I'm trying my best to be a perfect person
but it seems like it ain't good enough for you.

I feel like I'm being left out this few days
I feel like you're doing this all just to make me feel like....
somehow someday I'll get used to it
when you're totally out of my life.
am I crazy???
am I thinking a little bit too much now???
who cares???
nobody cares at all.

Arghhh....
what the hell is wrong with me right now???!!!
I hate myself from being so
I feel like punching myself so damn hard on my face right now!!!
god damn it!!!!
can u please oh please be a normal person huh???
hell yeah I'm talking to u (Miss Nicole Gwee)

I believe somehow
everything gonna be just fine!!!
god bless me.
thankiu!!!!


Dec 3, 2011

Just a Kiss goodnight

Lying here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

I know I'm clumsy enough to mess things up
but seriously I don't mean it at all
I'm just not that good in handling everything
It's a stuff thing.

I'm so caught up in this moment between you & me
I'm so caught up in your smile now
I'm just so caught up in everything about you

And I don't want to mess this thing up
don't want to mess this thing up with you
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
hope that we're be alright with just a kiss goodnight~