I miss my baby boy!

15-02-2012.

It's the day my baby went back to Taiwan.

I started to miss my baby so damn badly dy!

:'(

Long distance relationship isn't easy to maintain.

but somehow our LOVE is getting stronger days by days.

I know we fight a lots

but

we always fix things right after we argued.

I'm thankful that u're the one who step into my life.

I miss you!

now I'm counting down for the days you'll be coming back again to Malaysia.

3 months more before we get to see each other again.

Lastly,

I miss you baby!

Seriously I do!

Reflection in the mirror kills me!!!

I feel like I'm a totally weirdo & a freak right now

I'm scared.

seriously I'm scared.

Don't even like this feeling at all.

I'm trying my best to be a perfect person

but it seems like it ain't good enough for you.

I feel like I'm being left out this few days

I feel like you're doing this all just to make me feel like....

somehow someday I'll get used to it

when you're totally out of my life.

am I crazy???

am I thinking a little bit too much now???

who cares???

nobody cares at all.

Arghhh....

what the hell is wrong with me right now???!!!

I hate myself from being so

I feel like punching myself so damn hard on my face right now!!!

god damn it!!!!

can u please oh please be a normal person huh???

hell yeah I'm talking to u (Miss Nicole Gwee)

I believe somehow

everything gonna be just fine!!!

god bless me.

thankiu!!!!

Just a Kiss goodnight

Lying here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe

Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

I know I'm clumsy enough to mess things up

but seriously I don't mean it at all

I'm just not that good in handling everything

It's a stuff thing.

I'm so caught up in this moment between you & me

I'm so caught up in your smile now

I'm just so caught up in everything about you

And I don't want to mess this thing up

don't want to mess this thing up with you

I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

♥ hope that we're be alright with just a kiss goodnight~ ♥

Our LOVE Path

There's a lots of question marks stuck inside my mind now

??????????

??????

???

Actually I dunno what the hell is wrong with me now

just can't stop my minds from thinking about all these bull shit things!!!!

I just don't give a damn about it anyway!

well well well

guess what

I know that "trust" is the main key to mantain a relationship between all lovers

It's a very simple theory but yet a very hard things to apply in our life

damn it!

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla

I believe in every single things u told me

I give u ur own privacy cuz I need mine as well

I have some secrets that I can't share with you

I guess u have ur own secrets that u can't share with me as well right

I know I know

there's no such thing as "perfect lover" in this world

everyone have their own weakness

so do U & so am I

I'm not perfect either do U

In this path way of LOVE

we're in this together

let's learn from our mistakes & grow up together

we both know that we needed each others so damn badly

distance between u & me didn't make us weak

it just makes us become stronger & stronger

Baby...

I miss U now

I really do miss U

Nicja is a silly name I created by my own

hahaha but yet I like it so much

Nicja = Nicole + Jason

Sincerely hope that U'll be honest with me in everything

so am I

I'll try my best to be honest with u in everything I do

Lastly

we been together for 557 days!!!

yeah!!

love u Mr.J

Cherish all the moments that I can to spend with u~

:)

♥♥♥♥

恩爱

来来来来！！
我又回来啦！
我要来一篇华文的。。。。
没什么特别啦。。。
只是最近常在“面子书”里看到很多很恩爱的情侣们的合照！！
非常的甜蜜噢~
这让我感到有点"妒嫉"以及"小羡慕"啦～

我也好想跟他们一样把我和我baby的一些合照放"面子书"．．．
可以吗？？
嗯．我相信很快很快就可以了！！！
加油咯！！
我们一起加油吧baby!!
:)

Disappear

Suddenly I feel like vanish or disappear in front of public.

Just feel like keeping all the things inside of my heart.

Don't wanna let anyone find me or contact me.

What the hell is wrong with my mind now?

I do have the urge to delete my facebook account all in this sudden.

I think I'm really crazy.

Been staying the whole day inside my room doing nothing.

I'm a nerd indeed.

A bit down.

A bit emo.

A bit grey.

A bit blue.

A bit unhappy.

A bit over thinking.

A bit just too free.

A bit lazy.

bla bla bla bla.....crapz....

goodbye for now!

我与MR.J的约定

好吧~就来一篇华文的！！！

嗯嗯嗯，时间过得真快噢~不知不觉已经到六月份了。。。。
半年过去咯。。。我做了什么？？？
我自己也不知道。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。

突然的心血来潮想写一下BLOG，所以我就来咯~
不是很多人都知道我有BLOG。。。因为我纯粹想在这儿写一写有关我的一些事。。。。
最近正在假期中，无聊中，无所事事中，
所以
也开始物思乱想了。。。。
来来来，首先。。。。
我和MR.J 先生拍拖一年多了。。。。
是很甜蜜。。。。是很恩爱。。。。是很开心。。。。
短短的一年多，我们共同创造了许多美好的回忆！
哈哈，但也不能说一年短啦。。。。

想问远在台湾的你好吗？
想知道在台湾的你有没有时时刻刻在思念着我呢？
想知道在台湾的你有没有按时的吃东西？
想知道在台湾的你有没有乖乖啊？
想知道在台湾的你是否感到不习惯没我在你身边的日子？

在这里偷偷的告诉你。。。
在马来西亚的我过的不好因为你不在我旁边。
在马来西亚的我时时刻刻都思念着你。
在马来西亚的我有尽量按时的吃东西。
在马来西亚的我可是非常乖得等你回来噢。
在马来西亚的我可真是非常的不习惯你没在我身边的日子！

有时远距离的恋爱，真的很难维持。
有时因为距离的关系，你我都会缺乏一些“安全感”
有时因为距离的关系，你我都会感觉到一丝丝的“寂寞”
有时因为距离的关系，你我都会闹一些“情绪化”
但这些的种种都证明了我们都彼此很在乎对方，害怕失去对方吧~
但我相信我们的恋情是不会败给距离的！
因为这一路上我们也经历了不少的“风风雨雨”。。。
这所谓的“远距离”算的了什么呢？？！！！！
这短暂的分离只是我们必须一起面对的一个挑战！
因为你与我都约定好了噢~

在这我还是要感谢你对我的关心以及包容。。。
你对我的好我都有看在眼里，我也有感觉到。。。
因为我不是你嘴里说的那么木头啦！虽然我不是那么的会说话！
这点我承认~ =p
但你也要记得我对你的好噢因为我真的对你也不赖！！！
嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

好了，
MR.J 最后在这里说声“我真得非常想念你~”
我对你的思念只是不断的在增加而没有减少过！
所以你要赶快回来陪我！！！不管啦！！！
♥爱你哦MR.J~♥