Dreamer Steps

We live in a freaking life,
but "we" got no money honey.
It's been a while since I started blogging
and I can say I absolutely love it.....
*Teeeheee* ;)

Before that I was just looking other blogs....
Dreaming of having one somehow someday....
It's a prefect place playing my emotions....
sharing my life....
& most of all......
to express my feelings & thoughts.....

Everyone aren't perfect....
So am I
I'm not a prefect girl.....
My hair doesn't always stay in place
Kinda messy & untidy....
I'm pretty clumsy as well....
Blekss =P

Sometime my heart broke.....
Sometimes me and my friends have some fights or arguements....
Maybe someday nothing goes right in my life.....
But when I think about it & take a step back.....
I know how amazing life truly is & that maybe.....
Just maybe.....
Not sure about it yet...
and i'm looking forward to it....

I like being unperfect....
That unperfect = Me
♥♥♥♥

-END-

*Teheeeeeeee*

Teeheeeeeeeeeeee
I'm just so damn hyper now.....
bla bla bla bla bla.....

oh god....
just crapping around....
bla bla bla bla bla....

GETAWAY man!!

I'm just so F**K UP now!!!!!
ARGHhhhhhh!!!
I'm so damn FED UP with everythings now!!!!!!
ISK ISK ISK

Seriously Need A GETAWAY!!!!!
I NEED A GETAWAY!!!!

Wish to go for vacation now...
huhuhuhu....
but i'm so damn packed now
BUSY with all my
ASSIGNMENTS
HOMEWORKS
INTERSHIP
PROPOSAL
THESIS

oh dear.........
feel like crying out loud dy......
='(
need one shoulder for me to lean on now.....

♥ A special post for a special person like U ('@') ♥

Been thinking quite damn a lots now a days

Thinking whether is this the life I wish to have???
Thinking whether you're the one who suite me???
Thinking whether I should really tell you what's on my minds lately????
Thinking whether I should really share all my problems with you????
Thinking whether I should really let you know I'm actually uncertain about somethings between you & me????

I'm so sorry....
Sorry for being so selfish.....
Sorry for being so not understanding at all.....
Sorry for all the things that I'm hiding from you now....
Sorry about the things that i had lied.....

I'm so not like me lately....
Changed
Even me myself also don't know what's going on lately
what the hell....

You really do treat me nice....
You gave me everythings you have....
Everything seem to be just so damn perfect....
but sometimes somehow I just don't feel right at all.....

No matter what....
I still hope things can work it out between us....
I just don't give a damn about it now....
Don't think bout it so much.....
Just follow the flow
If its meant to be then its meant to be
I have Faith in you....
I really do....

Well...
Finally....
After for so long....
it's another EMO post I had here....
No worries I'll be fine soon enough....
*Teeheeeeee* ;)

No matter what I'm glad that I have "U" ('@')♥

Honestly,I feel glad that ('@') is here with me....
Thanks for making me believe that fairytales do exist in this real world somehow....;)
I'll try my best to be a better person because of "U"

♥A Million Thanks for that...♥

♥ I've Had A Crush On You♥

A Little Words That I Wanna Share With My Crush One ('@') ♥
Teeeheeeeeeeeee~~ ;)

I've Got A Crush On You

I've got a crush on you, sweetie pie

All the day and night-time

Hear me sigh

I never had the least notion

That I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo?

Could you care

For a cunning cottage we could share?

The world will pardon my mush

'cause I've got a crush, my baby, on you

How glad the many millions of Timothys and Williams

Would be to capture me

But you had such persistence,

You wore down my resistance

I fell, and it was swell

You're my big and brave and handsome romeo

How I won you, I shall never, never know

It's not that you're attractive

But, oh, my heart grew active

When you came into view

I've got a crush on you, sweetie pie

All the day and night-time

Hear me sigh

I never had the least notion

That I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo?

Could you care

For a cunning cottage we could share?

The world will pardon my mush

'cause I've got a crush, my baby, on you

Yes I've got a crush, my baby, on you

Thanks for putting a "Smile" on my face
Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you to
Thanks for making me feeling safe & warm whenever you're beside me
Thanks for making me a better person ;)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

*Knocked Out*

Okies....After for so long I'm Back....
I don't know why but probably because of those woman's stuff...
I'm I'm I'm I'm extremely... pekchek!!!!

Yupez...Yeah...Yes....
I'm quite annoyed and impatient lately....
What the hell is going on with me???
Are you out of your minds Gwee Shi Han?????

First of all,
My life is so damn packed lately....
I've got so many things to do but I feel lifeless now....lol

Second, many things are waiting for me to solve but I'm doing nothing now.....
Hahahaha....Oh dear......speechless

Third, I'm still waiting for my hair to grow longer!!!!
I wonder why they take so long for my hair to grow!!!!Argh!!!

These problems are the same....
What's wrong with me? ???
Wondering.......=(

I'm gonna calm myself down and think properly....
Nicole Gwee Shi Han....you can do it~~~~