*Lights Off*

Recently I just downloaded the whole album of Jay Sean (all or nothing)
Now i'm kinda like fall deeply in love with jay sean songs....=)
There's one song that i wanna introduce to u guys....
So here it's the lyrics of the song :

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
It's you that I'm missing
It's like my brain is wired up and there's a glitch in my system
You're like a drug and now my blood won^,t stop itching
I'm in critical condition someone let me out of this prison
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round going around, driving me crazy

That's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step I can't see what^,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off
I don't understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can't reach you cos I'm tied up with this straight jacket on
I can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can't see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round going around, driving me crazy

That's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it's like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won't you help me turn night to day
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think at all
honestly it feels like I ain't living no more
can't say no more, can't see no more

Baby that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no) can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off



It's a nice song sang by Jay Sean - Lights Off
The Melody & the lyrics of this song is kinda meaningful....
Me myself personally love this song....=)
Special delicate this song to my one of friend....
time will heals everything....trust me....be strong my friend.....

Haunted

Memories Haunted Me again & again & again.......
Memories....all i had in my minds it's just memories........
Can someone please take all those memories that i had in my minds now????
Sometimes i really do miss u here.......although i know i shouldn't.....

It's all stucked in my minds now.....
don't wanna keep all those old memories.....
for now i'm sure that all those old memories mean nothing to you.....
nothing at all.....
i just don't wanna keep them that's all.....
please please take it all away from me......
don't wanna keep it anymore anymore......

I gonna start making my own new memories now.....
& i'm looking forward to it.....=)

*What Mr Smiley Told Me Today*

Before i start doing my works,suddenly i felt like blogging....
so i'm here to write something
in 2010......many things happen
it's my final year,so it's a busy semester indeed
have to deal with lots of works this semester.....god damn it.....
what can i do???nothing but finish it all....stupid.....

tension.....stress....emo.....moody....unhappy.....
this is how i feel right now,i wish to go on a vacation......
somewhere far far far away from here~
forget about all those sad unhappy moody feelings that i have right now

is there any medicine that i can take now just to make me forget about all my *unwanted* feelings now????
if there's no matter how much it's,i'm gonna buy it!!!!!
cuz i really really really do need one rite now........

after class......suddenly i feel like drawing something on the board.......



Mr Smiley asked everyone of us those who are down unhappy emo upset tension stress please please to stay happy always~~
which means that include ME as well here

No matter how hard things will be......
I'm gonna stay happy & deal with all these *unwanted* feelings with a Happy Smiley Face.......

Those who didnt smile today....i hope i put a smile on your face after reading this post here.....
have a nice day everyone~

*Memories* *Memories* *Memories*

well times pass by so fast without waiting anyone
no matter how hard it is.....my life still go on

i had been quite emo for a few days......feeling unwell.....dealing with lots of works.....
emo???why???the ugly truth finally came out
i did lots of things that i should already did long time ago,
*deleting* something.....but yet there's always something that i can't delete or erase
what's that???it's *memories* that i still have between you & me.....the *sweet sour bitter* memories u had share with me
maybe years after years....times pass by...you'll forget about those *memories* we used to have
cuz you already start making your own new *memories*
but for me...i wont.....i'll keep it inside my heart.......because it's a part of my life.....

although i really do hate you....blaming you for all the things that u had did before this
but now,i wont......i wont hate you & blame you because of all the things that u had did
i want to say thank you~~ because of you....i become a stronger person
u teach me how to love....care....cry....upset....letting go....
but most of all....you teach me how to be a better person.....

Just watch a hong kong movie named L for Love L for Lies
the movie is all about the common things that happen among couples.....
the story is so touching because these things really do happen among us
it's a nice movie indeed.......you'll know how nice it's after you finish watching this hong kong movie....=)

that's for now....i'll blog again when i'm free~~

Appreciate Small Little Wonder Things That Happen Around Me.....

well.....this year my christmas celebration was kinda special & nice.....
had a great time with my SEXY LADIES!!!(Cassie,Samco,Chloe & Elyn)hahaha
but my dearest ying yan could not make it because she OVER SLEPT already.......= =''''

we did lots of stuffs together when we were together around KL.....
25th of December
we exchanged christmas presents.......oh my.....guess what.....i get chloe present......
she's the most "KIAM SIAP" peoples among all of us.......she does not want to waste any $$$ on present paper.....
so she just used "OLD NEWSPAPER" to wrap the present!!!!oh dear....dun believe it????well just believe it.....


we had a great meal at the curve......been kept on chit chatting...gossipping alots because....
that's what we did the most when we're together!!!!!=)
we exchange our christmas present at one cafe named "The Apartment" around The Curve...
after that we went shopping around the curve & 1U....*wink*
I bought some new clothes for me..... i just ♥ it!!!!

26th of December
Girls.....just love to shop....so so so....we went shopping again around the curve......
had our lunch at Sakea.....after that we went for a movie at Cineleasure.....
we watch THE AVATAR....it was a great movie indeed~ worth it....
after movie we had our dinner at Ikea cafe.......hmmm....yamcha......
after that we went back & before we sleep we had a "pillow talk" session....
we share alots of things during this session......

27th of December
We had breakfast together.....after that i came back to my *home Sweeeeet home* together along with chloe & samco.......
although i'm tired but i had a great time with all my beloved comics member......
i'm glad that i have all of them beside me.....

28th of December

Hahaha....you will never know what i did today.....guess what guys.....I watched Avatar again Today.....beside that....i watched Sherlock Holmes......two movie in one day....wow~that was a nice thing to do after all.....=) enjoy my life every single day.....

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets...

So love the people who treat u right, forget about the ones who don't...

Believe that everything happens for a reason...
If you get it a chance take it!
If it changes your life,then LET IT!!♥

that is for now....gonna continue writing next time....bubye~

It's A Brand New Year ..New Life...New Begining..♥

HoHoHo......Merry Christmas Everyone~~

It's a Brand New Year.....It's A Brand New Beginning For all of Us.....
Say Bye To 2009 & Say Hi to 2010.......♥

Keep Running away from the truth is not always the best solution for everything....
Face The Truth is always better than Running away from the truth although it's hard....

Lonely does not means that you're always unhappy......
Things that you get now do not means that you're get it forever & you won't lost it someday.....

Things that you lost it now do not means that you wont get it back again.....
Letting Go of something special & meaningful do not means that you're weak.....

Don't say it in a hurry there is No Choices For you now....
Don't always think that there is Only Right or Wrong in this world.....
There is always More Than One Answers In everything.....
So We Do have Lots of paths for Us to Choose....


You can Find a Reason To Be Unhappy.....
So you can Always Find A Reason To Be Happy as well.....

Those who know how to Let Go....you'll find Joy....
Those who know how to Forget....you'll find Freedom....
Those who know how to Care....you're find all those peoples that Cares about you too~


Treasure every MOMENTS that you have.....
Yesterday is HISTORY,Tomorrow is MYSTERY....
Today is a GIFT.....
That's why It's called the PRESENT......


It's a Brand New Year.....
& It's A Brand New Beginning For Me......♥
*WINK*