Suddenly i feel like writting my blog in chinese.......
So i'm gonna start writing in chinese now.....
不要责怪 一段感情中的失败
我们都一样从失败中学习去爱 不要期待 不要等待 学习放开 对自己要疼爱
不要无奈失去的爱
缘分的安排并不是意外
不要问爱还在不在
不要再让自己受伤害
要相信 自己其实不坏 不要爱得太快
爱情不是比赛累了就停
我们还是会继续爱 
This is something that i get to know lately......
& i feel like sharing & writing it here in my blog.....
hope those who read this help them to move on.......
stay happy always.....& remember to love yourself more......=)
Today i woke up around at 6.30am.....i was kinda blur because i thought that i was late....
after i finish brushing my teeth & wash my face....all dressed up....
then only i knew that it's only 6am now???!!! oh my goodness.....
then i realized that it was only 5.30am when i woke up.......= =''''
blur blur blur.....damn blur......
since it's still early & i have nothing much to do....
so i open my lappy & go online~~
hehehe......^^ so as usual.....i log in my facebook.......
wow.....guess what...i saw something quite interesting & new......
a note written by my cousin in facebook.......
the tittle of the note caught my attention which is "I Love You Baby" so i decided to drop by & have a look at it.......
after finish reading the notes......
i felt really touched...i swear i didn't lied...
moreover,since when my dearest cousin become such a romantic person????!!!!
he's good in expressing his feelings now a days.....real good.....those words he wrote & used are damn touching & real....
i was suprised but yet i felt happy for him because by the end of this year november......
he's getting marry!!!!!!=)
hehehe.....although it's just march now....but somehow i know he's busy preparing for his wedding day already..... such a busyman indeed........
congratulation yeah~~~~
hope everyone those who dy find their another half stay sweet & lovely as always.....=)
no one know what i'm thinking except me myself.....
no one know what i'm doing except me myself......
no one know what i really want except me myself....
no one know me well & better except me myself....
just like a clown.....wearing a mask in front of all peoples....
the clown try to make people laugh & happy although the clown feel sad & unhappy.....
i'm good in pretending now a days.....
pretending to be cool.....actually i'm not.....
pretending to be strong.....actually i'm not.....
pretending to be i'm fine......actually i'm not.....
pretending like everything is good & okies.......actually it's not.....
pretending that i'm happy......actually i'm not.....
pretending to be someone that i'm not......
it's very tiring.... i'm tired trying to pretend to be a person that me myself also don't know.......
i pretend to be a different person so that no one worries about me anymore......
don't want those peoples who care about me keep on worrying about me.......
i'm really tired & exhausted.......
need one shoulder to let me lean on now.......that clown i'm saying it's me..... i'm the clown now.....
no one get the chance to see the tears of the clown cuz the clown wouldn't let anyone to see it.....
Recently I just downloaded the whole album of Jay Sean (all or nothing)
Now i'm kinda like fall deeply in love with jay sean songs....=) There's one song that i wanna introduce to u guys....
So here it's the lyrics of the song :
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
It's you that I'm missing
It's like my brain is wired up and there's a glitch in my system
You're like a drug and now my blood won,t stop itching
I'm in critical condition someone let me out of this prison
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round going around, driving me crazy
That's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step I can't see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off
I don't understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can't reach you cos I'm tied up with this straight jacket on
I can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can't see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round going around, driving me crazy
That's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off
Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it's like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won't you help me turn night to day
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think at all
honestly it feels like I ain't living no more
can't say no more, can't see no more
Baby that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no) can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off
It's a nice song sang by Jay Sean - Lights Off
The Melody & the lyrics of this song is kinda meaningful....
Me myself personally love this song....=)
Special delicate this song to my one of friend....
time will heals everything....trust me....be strong my friend.....
Memories Haunted Me again & again & again.......Memories....all i had in my minds it's just memories........Can someone please take all those memories that i had in my minds now????Sometimes i really do miss u here.......although i know i shouldn't.....It's all stucked in my minds now.....don't wanna keep all those old memories.....for now i'm sure that all those old memories mean nothing to you.....nothing at all.....i just don't wanna keep them that's all.....please please take it all away from me......don't wanna keep it anymore anymore......
I gonna start making my own new memories now.....
& i'm looking forward to it.....=)
